In the end, I couldn’t forget what we said. In the end, I couldn’t bring myself to move past what happened. Well today marks my new beginning, and in this beginning there are less tears of sadness and more of joy.

Its been awhile since I’ve heard your voice or even seen your face but truth of the matter is, i couldn’t be happier. I don’t wake up in the middle of the night with dreams of you and me. I don’t breakdown looking at your picture. I won’t lie, I still miss so much about you, but frankly, there will be others. And who knows, maybe with this new year, I’ll find someone who will appreciate what i have to offer and respect my feelings. So again its been awhile and I know a phone works both ways but you never dropped me a line now did you?

So with this new beginning, I’m saying I’m done being tired and I’m done mending this heart of mine. Its beating strong just waiting for the right girl to come along.

Heres to New Beginnings!

As I lay here wide awake at 2am yet again

A number of thoughts race through my head

but one thought never ceases day or night

whether I be laying here in bed

or driving listening to my favorite songs.

My thoughts drift to what could’ve been

What was said and what was done

What I could have changed

What I could have done differently

My mind races through all these thoughts and scenarios

but then I come to realize…

None of that matters

Its over and though for now

My hearts weeps and my mind races,

I’ll be stronger for it